No m’abandones

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No m’abandones

   Necessitava sentir el seu calor, saber-lo ben a prop per sentir-se segura. No podia donar ni un sol pas en aquell enorme món si no tenia la seua confiança, la certesa que ell estava allí, al seu costat, com sempre ho havia estat. Cada camallada era eterna i inacabable, i en lloc d’avançar endavant anava cap enrere: caminar sense ell significava retrocedir. No sabia mirar el present i enfrontar-se al dia a dia, no sabia anar anant si no sentia les seues mans circumdant la seua cintura, ni pensar en un futur sense ell. Només aconseguia mirar el passat, recordar tots aquells moments en què ell encara era allí, i fer tremolar el cos i eriçonar la pell amb cada record. Eren únics, tots els moments que havien viscut junts. Únics i màgics, doncs les sensacions eren pròpies d’altres espècies, d’altres móns diferents als seus, segons ells creien, impossibles de sentir per la resta de la humanitat. Eren les seues sensacions: aquella ràpida acceleració del cor quan es tocaven, la respiració compassada quan mantenien la mirada fixa en l’altre, la calentor pujant pel cos quan s’apropaven, la tranquil·litat que li proporcionava murmurar-li paraules tendres sigil·losament, el poder de les mirades…de les paraules dolces, que feien retòrcer el seu cos de plaer…
   Sentiments que sabia que no tornaria a sentir amb ell, doncs l’havia abandonada. Mira que ella li havia demanat amb ànsia que no se n’anara, li havia murmurat tantes vegades aquelles paraules…”no m’abandones”, li deia cada matí quan el visitava. Però no li havia fet cas, o més bé no havia pogut fer-ho. Havia marxat uns dies enrere ben lluny, a un món que no estava al seu abast, per viure una vida ben diferent a la seua. Abans d’anar-se’n havia reflexionat sobre el seu destí, i havia deixat per escrit on volia anar a parar. Encara que sa mare era partidària de que tinguera una vida fosca i estreta prop de tots aquells que abans ja havien marxat, i que compartira devoradors amb els seus familiars, ell va escriure que volia seguir al seu món, al seu poble. Va decidir que quedaria repartit pels llocs més significatius de la seua vida: la penya que cada matí el saludava quan pujava les persianes, i el mar on cada vesprada surava mentre s’oblidava de tot.
   Ara, l’única cosa que li quedava era anar allà on habitava ell, a la penya i el mar, un món paral·lel al seu, però alhora ben llunyà. No el podia veure, ni acariciar, ni oir la seua veu…però podia sentir-lo, era capaç de percebre la seua presència allà, i estava ben segura  que ell l’escoltaria com sempre ho havia fet, amb els ulls de mel mirant-la fixament, i amb els llavis inferiors queixalats pels de dalt, simulant reflexionar sobre les cabòries que ella explicava…

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CharleshibPosted on3:06 am - Nov 3, 2026

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CharleshibPosted on1:07 pm - Nov 5, 2026

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JamesJuPPosted on4:32 pm - Nov 5, 2026

For INAV this is the main source. The documentation, the 9.1 firmware download and the Configurator are all on inavflight.net. If you are building a wing, a quad or a VTOL, take the files there instead of an old dump.

JamesJuPPosted on7:41 pm - Nov 5, 2026

INAV and Betaflight are different. Use INAV when you need navigation, a plane, a VTOL or a rover. I only download the flight-controller firmware, the Configurator and the 9.1 docs from inavflight.net. Old forum copies are not worth it.

JamesJuPPosted on11:10 pm - Nov 5, 2026

?»?Where do you download the INAV 9.1 firmware and the matching Configurator now? Forums are full of old dumps, and those leave the flight controller unflashable. The current documentation and files are here: inavflight.net. If you are building a wing or a quad, take INAV from that site.

JamesJuPPosted on2:59 am - Nov 6, 2026

For INAV this is the main source. The documentation, the 9.1 firmware download and the Configurator are all on inavflight.net. If you are building a wing, a quad or a VTOL, take the files there instead of an old dump.

CharleshibPosted on12:34 pm - Nov 6, 2026

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JamesJuPPosted on9:42 pm - Nov 6, 2026

If you are looking for where to start with INAV, open the documentation before you touch PID. inavflight.net has the 9.1 firmware, the Configurator and Getting Started. I would flash the flight controller from there, not from a cut-down copy.

JamesJuPPosted on4:49 am - Nov 7, 2026

If you are building a plane or a quad on INAV, skip last year’s write-up. The current line is 9.1, and the Configurator has to match the firmware. The official download and Getting Started are at inavflight.net. This is the one for navigation, VTOL and wings, not Betaflight.

JamesJuPPosted on3:27 pm - Nov 8, 2026

Mission Planner and the matching firmware have to come from one place or the versions drift. I take both from Mission Planner download and then pick Copter or Plane in Setup.

JamesJuPPosted on7:12 pm - Nov 8, 2026

Building a wing, not a quad. Plane firmware, first setup and Mission Planner are on Plane docs. I would not flash Copter onto a fixed wing and hope for the best.

JamesJuPPosted on11:31 pm - Nov 8, 2026

Where do you download Mission Planner now so it matches the firmware? Old forum dumps leave the board half-flashed. I take the ground station from here: Mission Planner. Then I flash Copter or Plane from the same site.

JamesJuPPosted on4:09 am - Nov 9, 2026

GPS has to sit still before the first flight or Loiter is a mess. I used GPS/Compass for the modules and the Mission Planner checks. After a 3D fix the rest of the setup is normal.

JamesJuPPosted on10:53 pm - Nov 9, 2026

Pixhawk first run: I followed Pixhawk Overview for the board, then Mission Planner for the firmware and calibration. Do the accel and compass on the bench, not in the grass.

JamesJuPPosted on5:01 am - Nov 10, 2026

First hover is where most of us crash. I read First Flight and Tuning after setup, then Autotune. Stabilize and AltHold before Loiter.

JamesJuPPosted on7:55 am - Nov 11, 2026

Looking for INAV in one place: Configurator 9.1, firmware and the landing pages. INAV firmware is the page I send people when they ask where to start.

JamesJuPPosted on10:33 am - Nov 11, 2026

Configurator and the matching 9.1 firmware have to come from one place or the versions drift. I take both from Download INAV and then pick the board in Configurator.

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